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              <p>好久没有来空间转悠了。今天来空间看了看，才想起来空间好久没有更新了。</p>
<p>已经冬天了，不知道什么时候会下雪。</p>
<p>一年的四季里，我还是比较喜欢在冬天里度过。</p>
<p> 只有到了冬天，我才会体会到睡眠是一件多么幸福的事情。在上学的时候，每天早上都和上课铃声进行争分夺秒。必须要到最后一刻，才会起床。如果不这么做，我都觉得对不起冬季。</p>
<p> 可惜啊，上课可以迟到，上班就不能随便迟到了。毕竟上班是和经济利益直接挂钩的。</p>
<p> 曾经我想过等长大了挣了钱，我要拿那些钱去网吧疯狂通宵几天几夜，直到自己身体受不了想吐的时候。但是，现在我对去不去网吧都没有任何感觉了，甚至一到了网吧我都有想吐的感觉。</p>
<p> 现在想想，都不知道自己当时为什么要有这么蛋疼的想法。居然会对网吧迷恋？（笑~）</p>
<p> 等到空中飘满雪的时候，我会走在街道上一边走一边等，等地上铺上一层厚厚的雪。然后走在雪地里，听那由脚步发出的咯吱声。虽然寒风凌冽，但很安静！我喜欢这种感觉。</p>
<p> 去年，随着火车隆隆声，我来到一个陌生的城市。走在城市的街道上，和各色各样的人擦肩而过。有新奇，有兴奋，有冲动，还有孤独。但是，我觉得生命就应该如此，各种感情在不经意的时候将自己包围。只有在“围城”中习惯，才能让一个人可以拥有面对一切的勇气和力量。</p>
<p> 天津最美的时候是在夜里，等到夜幕降临的时候，整个城市的霓虹就会悄悄点亮。为这个城市装点上最美的袈裟，走在路上甚至会感觉到城市的生命力是在夜里绽放的。</p>
<p> 但是，我最关心的是这个城市的冬天。我想知道如果下了雪，这个城市里的人会怎样去感触。他们会不会也会走在被雪覆盖的马路上，体会那种安静？或者会有小孩子会堆起雪人，拿着雪球去打没有恶意的雪仗？不过，我想无论他们如何去度过，都会很去享受冬季吧。</p>
<p> 一天的清晨我还在朦胧中，恍惚看到窗外飘着白色的雪花。我急急起身去看窗外来进行确认。那一刻，我突然发现自己像个小孩子似的。（笑~）</p>
<p> 窗外的雪花在空中打着旋，悄悄落到地上，发出听不见的声音。我走到屋外，看到这个城市已经披上了由雪编织成的睡衣。走在屋前的过道上，那种令人怀念的雪的声音又冲击这自己的鼓膜。我像一个小孩子吃了糖似的，满足地走向去公交车站。</p>
<p> 到了马路上的时候，我才发现原来这个城市这那么脆弱。由于雪的原因，汽车在马路上艰难前行。偶尔还会有两车相撞，这使本来就拥挤的街道上又不得不为警车和救护车让道。</p>
<p> 我坐在公交车上，看着司机小心翼翼的样子，看着马路上的血迹。我突然感觉到，这个城市不喜欢雪，不喜欢冬季。而我的注意力也并没有被空中飘的雪花所吸引，而是一直都在注意手机上的时钟，注意着上学会不会迟到。老师说，如果你迟到超过限制的话，将不予推荐工作。</p>
<p> 不过，那已经是去年的事情了。</p>
<p> 今年我已经有了工作，我也将要度过工作后的第一个冬天。但是，我却不如去年那样去期待漫天雪花了，甚至我有点希望不要下雪比较好。虽然，我还是喜欢天空中有雪花飞舞。</p>
<p> 过去的冬季依然不变，而我却在不经意间离过去的自己越来越远，模糊不清。不知道这是不是就是长大后的现实？</p>
<p> 呵！已经来不及想了。下个月的15号该交房租了，暖气费也要想办法了。</p>
<p> 我想，等到今年下雪的时候。我再去马路边堆一个雪人，再在上面插上一根烟。算是对曾经的冬天的一个祭奠？</p>
<p> 哈！蛋疼的想法！冬天，再见！</p>

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